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OXYMORON
Ang Puno’t Dulo ng Pag-Ibig (Author:Gmajor7; Peyups.com)
Nakakatawa talaga ang love. Isa siyang
napakalaking oxymoron. Lahat ng pwede
mong masabi sa kanya, baliktarin mo at
totoo pa rin. Ang labo di ba? Pero ang
linaw.
Masaya magmahal. Malungkot
magmahal. Di mo naiintindihan pero
naiintindihan mo. Walang rason.
Maraming rason. Di mo na kaya, pero
kaya mo pa rin. Masakit magmahal. Pero
okey lang. Leche, ano ba talaga?!
May kaibigan ako, sabi niya dati "Love is
only for stupid people." Nakakatawa kasi
laude ang standing niya, pero dumating
ang panahon, na-in-love din ang
hunghang. At ayun, tanga na siya
ngayon. Lahat kasi ng nahahawakan ng
love nagiging oxymoron din. O kaya
paminsan, nagiging moron lang.
Hindi lang kasi basta baliktaran ang pag-
ibig. Lahat ng bagay nababaligtad din
niya. Lahat ng malalakas na tao,
humihina. Ang mayayabang,
nagpapakumbaba. Ang mga walang
pakialam, nagiging Mother Teresa. Ang
mga henyo, nauubusan ng sagot. Ang
malulungkot, sumasaya. Ang matitigas,
lumalambot. (At tumitigas din ang mga
bagay na madalas nama’y malambot.)
Nakakatawa talaga. Lalo na kapag
dumadating siya sa mga taong ayaw na
talaga magmahal. Napansin ko nga eh.
Parang kung gusto mo lang ma-in-love
ulit, sabihin mo lang ang magic words
na "Ayoko na ma-inlove!" biglang
WACHA! Ayan na siya. Nang-aasar.
Magpapaasar ka naman.
Di ba nakakatawa rin na pagdating sa
problema ng ibang tao, ang galing-
galing mo? Pero ‘pag problema mo na
yung pinag-uusapan parang nawawalan
ng saysay lahat ng ipinayo mo dun sa
namomroblemang tao? Naiisip mong
wala namang mali dun sa mga sinabi
mo. Pero bakit parang wala ring tama?
Bali-baliktad din ang nasasabi ng mga
taong tinamaan ng madugong pana ng
pag-ibig. "Ngayon ko lang nalaman
ganito pala. Sabi ko na eh!" "Ang sarap
mabuhay. Pwede na ‘ko mamatay. Now
na!"
At hindi lang ‘yon. Ang sarap din
pagtawanan ng mga taong alam naman
nilang masasaktan lang sila eh
magpapatihulog pa rin sa bangin ng pag-
ibig. Tapos ‘pag luray-luray na yung puso
nila, siyempre hindi sila yung may
kasalanan. Siya! "Bakit niya ‘ko
sinaktan?" May kasama pang pagsuntok
sa pader yon, at pagbabagsak ng pinto.
Hayop talaga.
Mauubos ang buong magdamag ko
kakasabi ng mga bagay na
nakakatawa ‘pag pag-ibig na ang pinag-
usapan. Ang daming beses ko na kasi
siyang nakasalubong kaya masasabi ko
nang eksperto na ‘ko. Pero wala pa rin
akong alam.
Pero ang pinakanakakatawa sa lahat ay
ang katotohanang kapag gusto
magpatawa ng pag-ibig, ipusta na mo na
lahat ng ari-arian mo dahil siguradong
ikaw ang punchline.
Nakakatawa no?
Nakakaiyak.
Nakakatawa talaga ang love. Isa siyang
napakalaking oxymoron. Lahat ng pwede
mong masabi sa kanya, baliktarin mo at
totoo pa rin. Ang labo di ba? Pero ang
linaw.
Masaya magmahal. Malungkot
magmahal. Di mo naiintindihan pero
naiintindihan mo. Walang rason.
Maraming rason. Di mo na kaya, pero
kaya mo pa rin. Masakit magmahal. Pero
okey lang. Leche, ano ba talaga?!
May kaibigan ako, sabi niya dati "Love is
only for stupid people." Nakakatawa kasi
laude ang standing niya, pero dumating
ang panahon, na-in-love din ang
hunghang. At ayun, tanga na siya
ngayon. Lahat kasi ng nahahawakan ng
love nagiging oxymoron din. O kaya
paminsan, nagiging moron lang.
Hindi lang kasi basta baliktaran ang pag-
ibig. Lahat ng bagay nababaligtad din
niya. Lahat ng malalakas na tao,
humihina. Ang mayayabang,
nagpapakumbaba. Ang mga walang
pakialam, nagiging Mother Teresa. Ang
mga henyo, nauubusan ng sagot. Ang
malulungkot, sumasaya. Ang matitigas,
lumalambot. (At tumitigas din ang mga
bagay na madalas nama’y malambot.)
Nakakatawa talaga. Lalo na kapag
dumadating siya sa mga taong ayaw na
talaga magmahal. Napansin ko nga eh.
Parang kung gusto mo lang ma-in-love
ulit, sabihin mo lang ang magic words
na "Ayoko na ma-inlove!" biglang
WACHA! Ayan na siya. Nang-aasar.
Magpapaasar ka naman.
Di ba nakakatawa rin na pagdating sa
problema ng ibang tao, ang galing-
galing mo? Pero ‘pag problema mo na
yung pinag-uusapan parang nawawalan
ng saysay lahat ng ipinayo mo dun sa
namomroblemang tao? Naiisip mong
wala namang mali dun sa mga sinabi
mo. Pero bakit parang wala ring tama?
Bali-baliktad din ang nasasabi ng mga
taong tinamaan ng madugong pana ng
pag-ibig. "Ngayon ko lang nalaman
ganito pala. Sabi ko na eh!" "Ang sarap
mabuhay. Pwede na ‘ko mamatay. Now
na!"
At hindi lang ‘yon. Ang sarap din
pagtawanan ng mga taong alam naman
nilang masasaktan lang sila eh
magpapatihulog pa rin sa bangin ng pag-
ibig. Tapos ‘pag luray-luray na yung puso
nila, siyempre hindi sila yung may
kasalanan. Siya! "Bakit niya ‘ko
sinaktan?" May kasama pang pagsuntok
sa pader yon, at pagbabagsak ng pinto.
Hayop talaga.
Mauubos ang buong magdamag ko
kakasabi ng mga bagay na
nakakatawa ‘pag pag-ibig na ang pinag-
usapan. Ang daming beses ko na kasi
siyang nakasalubong kaya masasabi ko
nang eksperto na ‘ko. Pero wala pa rin
akong alam.
Pero ang pinakanakakatawa sa lahat ay
ang katotohanang kapag gusto
magpatawa ng pag-ibig, ipusta na mo na
lahat ng ari-arian mo dahil siguradong
ikaw ang punchline.
Nakakatawa no?
Nakakaiyak.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
biodata!,.....
MANUEL E. AVELLANA JR.
Vinzons Aveue, Daet, Camarines Norte
Mobile #: 09105483484
E-mail add: ctaavellana@yahoo.com
PERSONAL DATA
Name: Manuel E. Avellana Jr.
Date of Birth: August 17, 1986
Birth Place: Brgy. Anahaw, Labo, Camarines Norte
Sex: Male
Civil Status: Single
Nationality: Filipino
Religion: Roman Catholic
Height: 5’6
Weight: 79 kls.
EDUCATIONAL BACKGROUND
Tertiary: Bachelor of Science in Computer Science
Mabini Colleges
Daet, Camarines Norte
Secondary: CNSC Abaño Campus
Brgy. Pasig, Daet, Camarines Norte
1999-2003
Elementary: Pandan Elementary School
Brgy. V Daet, Camarines Norte
1993-1999
SKILLS
Word Processing (MS Word)
Spreadsheet (MS Excel)
Basic PC Trouble Shooting
WORK EXPERIECE
Student Assistant
Mabini Colleges
Daet, Camarines Norte
2007 up to present
PERSONAL CHARACTERISTICS
Flexible, Hardworking, Trustworthy, Sociable and Outgoing
CHARACTER REFERENCES
Mrs. Arlene Y. Quiozon
Guidance Councilor, Mabini Colleges
Daet, Camarines Norte
Contact #: 09106728178
Mr. Christian Drigon Aga
CSD Administrator, Mabini Colleges
Daet, Camarines Norte
Contact #:09184642183
Mr. Edcel S. Martinez
Head of Comp. and Internet Lab., Mabini Colleges
Daet, Camarines Norte
Contact #:09167942218
I hereby certify that the above information is true in the best of my knowledge and belief.
Manuel E. Avellana Jr.
Applicant
Sabi Nila!,...(--,),..
"Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness."
Oliver Wendell Holmes
"Love is not only something you feel, it is something you do."
David Wilkerson
"Love is the flower you've got to let grow."
John Lennon
"Better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all."
St. Augustine
"What we have once enjoyed we can never lose.
All that we love deeply becomes a part of us."
Helen Keller
"Love is when each person is more concerned for the other than for one's self."
David Frost
“A friend is one who knows us, but loves us anyway."
Fr. Jerome Cummings
"All love that has not friendship for its base, is like a mansion built upon the sand."
Ella Wheeler Wilcox
"Where love is concerned, too much is not even enough. "
Pierre de Beaumarchais
"Life without love is like a tree without blossom and fruit."
Kahlil Gibran
"The first duty of love is to listen."
Paul Tillich
"If we want a love message to be heard, it has got to be sent out. To keep a lamp burning, we have to keep putting oil in it."
Mother Teresa
"The love we give away is the only love we keep."
Elbert Green Hubbard
"Absence sharpens love, presence strengthens it."
Thomas Fuller
"Love doesn't make the world go 'round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile."
Franklin P. Jones
"Love is like a beautiful flower which I may not touch, but whose fragrance makes the garden a place of delight just the same."
Helen Keller
"I believe that every single event in life happens in an opportunity to choose love over fear."
Oprah Winfrey
"One word frees us of all the weight and pain in life. That word is love."
Sophocles
Oliver Wendell Holmes
"Love is not only something you feel, it is something you do."
David Wilkerson
"Love is the flower you've got to let grow."
John Lennon
"Better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all."
St. Augustine
"What we have once enjoyed we can never lose.
All that we love deeply becomes a part of us."
Helen Keller
"Love is when each person is more concerned for the other than for one's self."
David Frost
“A friend is one who knows us, but loves us anyway."
Fr. Jerome Cummings
"All love that has not friendship for its base, is like a mansion built upon the sand."
Ella Wheeler Wilcox
"Where love is concerned, too much is not even enough. "
Pierre de Beaumarchais
"Life without love is like a tree without blossom and fruit."
Kahlil Gibran
"The first duty of love is to listen."
Paul Tillich
"If we want a love message to be heard, it has got to be sent out. To keep a lamp burning, we have to keep putting oil in it."
Mother Teresa
"The love we give away is the only love we keep."
Elbert Green Hubbard
"Absence sharpens love, presence strengthens it."
Thomas Fuller
"Love doesn't make the world go 'round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile."
Franklin P. Jones
"Love is like a beautiful flower which I may not touch, but whose fragrance makes the garden a place of delight just the same."
Helen Keller
"I believe that every single event in life happens in an opportunity to choose love over fear."
Oprah Winfrey
"One word frees us of all the weight and pain in life. That word is love."
Sophocles
Tanong ni Proust kay BOSSING
The Proust Questionnaire:
What is your idea of perfect happiness?
-Fulfillment of my dreams and happiness to my family.
What is your greatest fear?
-being left out with nothing, no family, friends and without love in my heart.
What is the quality you love best in a man?
-honest and understanding
Which words or phrases do you most overuse?
- I Love you and “kang panga mu”
Your favorite movie?
-A Walk to Remember
By: Mandy Moore
Your favorite book?
-The Count of Monte Cristo
How do you think people see you?
- Moody, cute, and sexy…
Who are your heroes in real life?
-My parents, cause they’ve loved me and they’ve worked hard to raise me up! And all of the obstacles I encountered they are always there for me.
How would you like to die?
-in the arms of my family and the one I loved.
What is your favorite color?
-green and pink
What is your favorite song? Why?
-Dance with My Father Again. By: Celine Dion because, “It’s for my father”
What is your motto?
-Never Say “DIE”, tomorrow is another day.
Where would you like to live?
-In the place where I can live happily and peacefully. No pollution!
What is your trait you hate most about yourself?
-Moody, that was I hate most.
Your most marked characteristic?
-Sweet and thoughtful!
What talent would you like to have?
-I think it was singing.
What is your current state of mind?
-To answer this Proust Questionnaire.
Your favorite occupation?
-Owner and manager of my own business.
What is your idea of perfect happiness?
-Fulfillment of my dreams and happiness to my family.
What is your greatest fear?
-being left out with nothing, no family, friends and without love in my heart.
What is the quality you love best in a man?
-honest and understanding
Which words or phrases do you most overuse?
- I Love you and “kang panga mu”
Your favorite movie?
-A Walk to Remember
By: Mandy Moore
Your favorite book?
-The Count of Monte Cristo
How do you think people see you?
- Moody, cute, and sexy…
Who are your heroes in real life?
-My parents, cause they’ve loved me and they’ve worked hard to raise me up! And all of the obstacles I encountered they are always there for me.
How would you like to die?
-in the arms of my family and the one I loved.
What is your favorite color?
-green and pink
What is your favorite song? Why?
-Dance with My Father Again. By: Celine Dion because, “It’s for my father”
What is your motto?
-Never Say “DIE”, tomorrow is another day.
Where would you like to live?
-In the place where I can live happily and peacefully. No pollution!
What is your trait you hate most about yourself?
-Moody, that was I hate most.
Your most marked characteristic?
-Sweet and thoughtful!
What talent would you like to have?
-I think it was singing.
What is your current state of mind?
-To answer this Proust Questionnaire.
Your favorite occupation?
-Owner and manager of my own business.
joven!,....
msaya aq dhil ktabi q ngaun c joven!,,...
ang cute nya!,...
kmukha nya ung kapitbahay nmin!,....
c junjun!,......
ang cute nya!,...
kmukha nya ung kapitbahay nmin!,....
c junjun!,......
Monday, May 11, 2009
pag-ibig,pag-ibig at pag-ibig pa rin,...
Minsan daw, kakapagod magmahal:
minsan masaya tapos may oras na iiyak ka!
Sabi nila magsasawa din ako.
Sabi ko di totoo yun! Alam mo bakit?
"kailan ba nagsawa ang taong nagmamahal ng totoo"......
kahit gaano ko kalakas isigaw sa
buong mundo kung gaano pa rin kita kamahal,
hindi mo ito maririnig dahil iba na mundo mo
Minsan ang daling sabihing
mahal mo sya pero ang totoo,
mas mahal mo yung isa!
pero bakit mo pinipilit na mahalin yung isa?
Simple lang! Syempre, para makalimutan mo
yung mahal mong talaga! Tama ba?
Sana.. Di na lang kita nakilala..
masaya naman ako nun e,
kqhit nung wqla ka pa!
Di tulad ngayon..
Pinapahirapan mo lang ako,
alam kong di mo sinasadyang makilala ako..
Ako rin eh, di ko sinasadyang mahalin ka!!!
Importante ba yung word na mahal?
Ewan ko lang pero para sa akin
mas importante ka, lam mo kung bakit?
Kse how can i say "mahal kita"…
kung wala ka naman!!
I know its now over between us,
but how come i can’t forget you?
How come i get hurt when i see you with someone else?
Perhaps you still have a space in my heart that says,
"love pa rin kita baby kahit la kana..."
Saying i miss u had been used many times,
that its meaning i lost..
But don’t worry, when i say i miss u…
it’s my own way of saying…
" lam mo hinahanap ka na ng puso k0".
Ipinagpalit ko lahat para sayo,
iniwan ko siya, dahil lang sayo…
kse mahal kta.. Pero iniwan mo din ako…
ngayon, alam mo ba kung sino kasama't kadamay ko?
… siya, na iniwan ko, dahil lang sayo
Minsan tinanong kita,
" bakit mo sya mahal? " sabi mo sa kin,
" kse matagal na napagsamahan namin",
nainis ako kse manhid ka,
di m0 man lang naisip na
kung gaano kayo katagal,
mas matagal kitang hinintay
Pag may nagsabi sayo’ng "i don’t like you"
wag mong damdamin..
Hilahin m0 k0 at saka m0 sabihin sa kanya’ng
"hu cares?!" eto o si ________ mahal na mahal ako!!!
Sabi nila… find a true person,
yung tanggap ka?
yung di ka iiwan in times of trouble..
yung the best?! Natawa ako…
kse sa isip ko.. Bakit pa?
Eh… nandyan ka na!
Minsan, hirap din pala
magpahalaga sa isang tao..
yun tipong lagi ka andyan para sa kanya,
kasama sa gitna ng gyera,
karamay sa problema..
Tapos 1 araw, magigising ka na lang…
iniwan ka rin pala!!!
Minsan nagmahal ka...
Minsan nasaktan ka...
Pero ni minsan ba di mo naisip na...
Minsan ka na ring...Minahal...
At nakasakit ng iba?....
Ayaw ng mga tao sayo para sa kin...
Sabi ko paki ba nila! Mahal mo naman ako...
Ayoko sanang maniwala sa
kanila na niloloko mo lang ako..
Pero pinatunayan mo...
Iniharap mo cya sa kin!!!
Aalis ako kasi may iba kang gusto..
.Aalis ako kasi alam kong mahal
mo cya at mahal ka rin nya...
Aalis na lang ako ha?
Kasi sa tingin ko,masaya ka na...
Pero babalik din ako...
Pag iniwan ka nya
Der are times in my life that
i just want 2 give up & let lose,
but have you ever thought why
I’m still here fighting against depression..?
Kse andyan ka e...
Wag mo ko iiwan ha..! Bibigay ako
Even if someone already owns your heart,
i dont give a damn!
Though the pain is killing me,
i wont care at all! I wont steal you from her but ill
tell her... "mahalin mo siya para sa akin ha..."
Diba sinabi ko sayo noon pa na gusto kita?
Pinaramdam ko rin sayo na kelangan kita diba?
Isang araw tinabihan pa kita at sinabing,
"alam mo, mahal kita" pero sabi mo naman...
"kaw talaga nagpapatawa ka ba?!"
Kala ko nun tapos na...
kala ko nakalimutan na kita,
di ko inaasahang aabot sa ganito...
nababaliw na ko sa pagmamahal sayo!
ito lang tanong ko,ako kaya...mahal mo?!
Masaya ka ba sa kanya?
Sabi mo..sure! Masaya ba sya sa yo?
Sabi mo..sure! Yun naman pala,
eh bakit ka umiiyak?
Sabi mo.."kasi akala ko kaya ko pag wala ka..
hindi pala
"kahit masakit, pinilit kitang kalimutan...
Kahit masakit, pinilit kong wag umiyak...
Kahit masakit, pinilit kong wag magtiis...
Pero kahit anong gawin ko,
kaw parin ang mahal ko eh...
Kahit masakit!"
Kung noon pa sinabi ko na,
eh di sana kasama na kita...
Kung noon pa sinabi ko na,
eh di sana tayo na talaga...
Ngayon alam mo gusto kita,
pwede pa ba? Di na siguro,
dahil sabi mo, "noon pa sana."
Iiwan mo ko? Sayang!…
mahal pa naman kita…
sakin ah! Pero sabagay
bat nga naman ako masasaktan?
E kahit kelan naman,di ka naging akin!
Sabi mo gusto mo ko,
sabi mo konting panahon na lang
magkakasama na tayo,
sabi mo iiwan mo na sya…
sabi mo intayin kita,
sabi mo mas mahal mo ako,
bakit ngayon asan ka na?
Bakit kapiling ka pa rin nya.
The only way to know if someone
truly loves you is when after
you’ve turn him down you see him rise
from the fall, walk up to you and
say mahal kita! Higit pa sa ginawa ko dati!
Sabi mo andyan ka lang..
Pero bakit wala ka?
Sabi mo di mo ko iiwan..
Pero asan ka? Sabi mo mahal mo ko..
Pero bakit d ko maramdaman?
Yun pala sinabi mo lang lahat yun...
Para d ako masaktan
Pag sobrang lapit mo sa isang kaibigan,
matutunan mo syang mahalin noh?
Kaya wag kang lalapit sa akin ha?
At baka mahalin kita…
tapos yun pala para sayo “friend” mo lang ako…
noon sabi mo, hindi kita iiwan.
Magkasama tayo kahit na anong laban…
ipagtatangol, poprotektahan…
naniwala namana ko… nasiyahan…
yun pala hindi na natin kailangan ng laban….
Dumating lang siya…
alam ko na kung sinong talunan
I could never find another one who
could compare to you.
I may love again but not the way i have loved you.
You may only be a part of my past
but you know what?
Everytime i see you, i whisper...
"minahal ko yan."
sabi ko "mahal na mahal kita"
sabi mo "alam ko na yun" tanong
ko "ako ba mahal mo?"
sagot mo "oo naman higit pa sa buhay ko"
napaluha ako sa tuwa tapos sabi mo..
"o, wag na iyak bestfriend ko
Alam ko wala na akong halaga sayo,
napapansin ko.
Alam ko hindi mo na ako mahal tulad ng dati,
nakikita ko sa mga kilos mo.
Pero kahit balewala na ko syo,
nandito lang ako na patuloy na
magamamahal syo...
I don’t want to see you happy for a moment
but always. i never want to see you crying even
for just a second, but if that’s the only way to
ease the pain in your heart..
”Huwag ka pa rin iiyak..ako na lng.”
Natatandaan mo dati...umiiyak ako...
Sabi mo "tama na! nandito lang ako..."
tapos ngayon umiiyak pa rin ako.
.pero ang sinabi mo...
"tama na,makakalimutan mo rin ako.."
I’ve always thought that i have
2 fight 4 what i really feel..
I’ve fought & got hurt,
still i tried 2 give it a chance..
But now i don’t know if i still believe
in that kse tao lang ako... Napapagod din!!
If you were beside me,
i'd stare at you, look deep into your eyes
while holding you very tight...
And as i look at your face,
i'd close my eyes and pray...
I' wish to god...God...
Sana habambuhay akin lang sya..."
Nasaktan ka ba ng malaman mong
may mahal na kong iba?...
Pasensya na ha..ayoko na kasing umasa...
pagod na rin kong maghintay...
pero makakatulong ba kung sabihin kong...
handa ko siyang iwan para sa yo....
sabi nla t*nga ako,sabi nila bobo ako,
lahat na sinabi nila,pero bakit mahal pa rin kita?
Sabi ko...kala ko kse may pag-asa,wala pala!nasaktan tuloy ako
Minsan naitanong ko sa sarili ko.."iniisip mo kaya ako?"
aba!ewan ko..di ko alam...wala akong idea...
pero ok lang yun...sanay naman akong laging binabalewala eh.
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